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Breaking the homosexual mentality in the lives of women.
by Donya Gilmore Evaluating the state of women in our society today, it is clearly demonstrated whether consciously or unconsciously that women have emerged into self-sufficient, authoritarian, domineering creatures. We have lost seems all sense of femininity, softness, and vulnerability. The average women of today are as strong if not stronger than most men, physically and definitely mentally. There is little that can stand in the way of a women who is confident and power driven to prove that gender supremacy reigns and "we don't need a man!!!" "I'm in control and I will have it my way is the echoes of women's hearts today. She proclaims that she is independent and self-sustained, demanding that all her relationships be done her way or no way. She only identifies with who she is, because she is so selfish and prideful, all of her philosophies are rooted in female supremacy. She believes she is right, intelligent, being a strong woman, making a name for herself. Standing up for the women, proving she is just as good or even better than a man, she is in an internal contest because she actually hates the very person she is so desperately trying to be. She has no clue to what a woman is, she hates and is envious of the power of the man, she sees herself in competition with him and strives aimlessly to imitate his characteristics, yet still finds this irresistible being intriguing and desirable. But her stubbornness drives her never to give in to that side that screams and reaches and yields to her man. Oh no! That is weakness, and stupidity, she deceives herself to believe. I don't need him; I am fine without him. Let me mock him and continuously belittle him to fool myself that I'm better off without him; that he is too weak to lead me. Yet in secret and away from my colleagues and impressionalists I long for his protection, and security. I cannot fill this void ever so deep in my soul. I am carrying the mentality of a homosexual woman. I need something from this being I despise, but I am too proud and arrogant to confess it. Never mind that I can't be happy in a relationship pass the next breath, I deceive myself that it is his fault. He is intimidated by my success or spiritual place in God. And besides, he refuses to agree with the way I demand the relationship to be because I want someone just like me, I want to be in control of everything, because I'm too fearful to release and trust God with my heart, I will never give in to my vulnerability, and tenderness. I must be served and treated like a queen, no! more, he must worship the ground I walk on; he must feel completely dependent on me so in that case he will never leave me. He must support my endeavors; get behind everything I want to do. His sole purpose is to help me get what I want in life. He must only love me when I want it not to satisfy him, but me. In order for me to continue in this fairytale, he can never correct me or tell me anything against what I believe to be true or what I desire. Oh and don't let him try to stand up to me and regain his authority, I will crush him like dust, and remind him that he is nothing without me. Now sometimes, women find themselves a brother broken down and can manipulate him in to being this "tag along man" giving in to her every whelm and desire, and she thinks, Yes!! I've finally found the right one. He is everything I want and he is making me so happy. I don't want for nothing I get my way in everything. He maybe what you want but he's not what you need. Months, and maybe even years, down the line, here you are, "I'm tired of making all these decisions, I wish he would take some initiative on things. I wish he would hold me without my telling him to, I just want to relax today, I wish he would get up and go to work and help me with these bills. Now children are in the picture, but I have demanded control over them and refused to let you father them. Now the children are out of hand and you need a father to correct them, but you have crippled him and you feel as if you are with another woman or a child. Who created this? Who wanted it her way? The very thing you wanted is come to be the very thing you now despise. "How do I get out of this hole I have dug myself into?" Now you want to seek God. "How do I get into the position God wants for me?" "How do I become a real woman, fulfilling my role and to allow my husband to fulfill his role by being a real man?" HUMBLE YOURSELF UNDER THE MIGHTY HAND OF GOD!!! ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR SINS & REPENT!! Know my sisters that it does not have to be an active homosexual lifestyle to realize that you can have the mentalities that cripple you just the same. Women of today don't realize that their very hatred and despising of the male's authority, dominance, and leadership qualities, shifts them into a homosexual mindset, hating also their own very nature. For they not only despise the man, but also despise their God- given characteristics of femininity, vulnerability, softness, meekness and quietness. We defy it by living in complete rebellion to these qualities, and anyone who attempts to make us live them. We want to be heard, have a voice, be in control, make all decisions, and dictate the plan of life for spouses, children, and ourselves. We only want to use the man for selfish desires to satisfy our lust whether they are in our bodies, materialistic or power showcasing. We have no real desire for our men; our hearts aren't fixed on serving them, or sincerely building them up for their purposes. We will flatter them to get what we want out of them and then pierce them with our poison of defeat, further crippling them from operating in their true roles. You must realize if you despise the true godly essences of a woman, which includes, quietness, meekness, humility, servitude, gracefulness, softness, and submission; YOU DON'T WANT A REAL MAN YOU WANT ANOTHER WOMAN!!!!! Homosexuality is rooted in the spirits of discontentment (not being happy with who you were created to be), selfishness, rebellion (which is witchcraft), defiance to authority, hatred, envy, (of the person you really want to be), perversion, lust, self seduction (because I can take care of myself better than a man can), idolatry and confusion. These spirits will manifest in every part of a person's life, that's why one does not have to be a sexually active homosexual, to be one spiritually or mentally. The bible says in Proverbs 23:7)"For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he" A real godly man desires a real godly woman. He will utterly loathe the manlike qualities you possess. Your loudness, your contentious, confronting, argumentative, evil surmising, and strifeful spirit. He will reek with displeasure at your proud boisterous and cantankerous ways. You will pride yourself with outward beauty and array yourself with costly apparel, only to find that he is the least bit impressed or interested at your striking image and vivacious physique. For he longs for a woman who is beautified with the ornaments of true submission, a quiet and meek spirit, easily entreated, loving, joyful, and intriguingly conducive to his nature. Supporting him, validating him, honoring and respecting his role as "her man". One who is not easily provoked to anger, jealousy, or moody temperaments, youthful tantrums or infantile emotional fits. He wants a woman, he needs a woman, one who will fill his every desire with the freshness of her godly disposition, the fruitfulness of the Holy Spirit oozing from her the juices of eternal life and love. She is ever so responsive to him, satisfying him, indulging him, and making herself and their atmosphere a resting refuge, full of peace and contentment. He's free to be himself without rebuke or fear of scorn. He can rest safely in her bosom, and relinquish his most intimate dreams, fears, and meditations of his heart. He wants a wife, lover, and a friend that will not reject him nor belittle him when his weaknesses are disclosed, but a woman who will love and respect him unconditionally. He just wants to be a man and he just wants you to be his woman. He can rest in his role and not defend and guard it. For he safely trusts in his woman that she loves being a woman, his woman, and mostly God's woman. So women begin to identify with the very thing that is robbing the true happiness you desire. Acknowledge your sins of rebellion, hatred and envy of your man, and be released from that horrible lesbian mentality. Embrace who you were created to be, "A WOMAN"! Break and destroy the seeds of deception and witchcraft through prayer and warfare against the demons of your soul to bring in the freedom and liberty of Our Lord & Savior Jesus Christ. Be happy about who you are. For true happiness and contentment awaits you though a pure relationship with the Lord and a marriage that surpasses all you can ever ask for or think of. ENJOY YOUR NEW LIFE AS THE TRUE WOMAN OF GOD YOU WERE CREATED TO BE!!! A vessel of God, birthing a new generation of Godly women equipped for the call of complete Christian discipleship. She is an awesome artistic writer, intercessor and teacher of the Word of God...... 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