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Pain Revisited
by Joanne Wilson Pain Revisited Why, Oh Why does it have to be this way? The pain never leaves. It is just covered up A pain of panic, terror and abandonment Why pretend nothing ever happened? A young child left alone to cope with emotions that cannot be sorted out Blaming herself for a situation beyond her control Perhaps if she had been better behaved? Controlled her outbursts? Not taken her anger out on her sibling or herself The conditioning reflect of waiting for something to happen so she can be held accountable is happening again. What did she do wrong now? Is what she is feeling a manifestation of her own mind? Is she told not to tell of the brutality? Are frightening tatics being used to make her appear nervous and odd, shifting the blame from the perpetrator to her? Her imagination is being used to keep her under control.? She is besieged with evil tales of monsters who will deal with her if she does not obey. How do you gain self control? You begin by writing it all down. To see it in print solidifies the truth You share it with others who understand You pray about it. You ask God to fill up the emptiness with his presence. You thank him for instilling compassion in your heart for others who are hurting. You again thank him for his Love and Blessings to continue on life's journey Joanne Wilson. Writing about the Journey of Life...Praising, Thanking and Adoring God, as part of that life. Article Source: http://www.faithwriters.com |